Y\u0131l 2003. Daire Ba\u015fkan\u0131m yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Kar\u015f\u0131na oturdum ve anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cCemil Bey, Genel M\u00fcd\u00fcre bizi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131yoruz diye \u015fik\u00e2yet etmi\u015fler. Genel M\u00fcd\u00fcr beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Bunlar\u0131 s\u00f6yledikten sonra bir de namaz k\u0131lm\u0131yormu\u015fsunuz dedi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anla\u015f\u0131lan dertlenmi\u015fti. \u201cBen k\u0131lm\u0131yorum, sen\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6ylece kald\u0131. Devam\u0131n\u0131 getiremedi. Akl\u0131na gelmi\u015f gibi \u015f\u00f6yle devam etti: \u201cbelki de k\u0131l\u0131yorsun da ben bilmiyorum\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130lk s\u00f6yledi\u011fi \u201cben k\u0131lm\u0131yorum, sen…” dedikten sonra “k\u0131lm\u0131yorsun, kime ne\u201d diye devam edecekti. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc c\u00fcmleye giri\u015fi ve sesinin rengi bunu gerektiriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Allah ona bu s\u00f6z\u00fc s\u00f6yletmemi\u015fti. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben namaz\u0131m\u0131 k\u0131l\u0131yordum ve odamdaki arkada\u015f\u0131m bile benim namaz k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmezdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu konu\u015fma 2003 y\u0131l\u0131nda ge\u00e7mi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eimdi anlatacaklar\u0131m ise 1994 y\u0131l\u0131na ait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Odam\u0131z\u0131n az ilerisindeki kap\u0131n\u0131n hemen giri\u015finde abdest alma yeri bulunmaktayd\u0131. Lavabolar\u0131n arka k\u0131sm\u0131 ise tuvalet idi. Abdest al\u0131nan lavabolar\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir kap\u0131 daha vard\u0131 ve o da mescide a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130kindi vakti geldi\u011finde, oda arkada\u015f\u0131ma \u201cben lavaboya gidiyorum\u201d diyerek ikindi namaz\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131lmaya mescide giderdim. Lavaboya gidiyorum diyordum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o arada arayan olursa 5-10 dakikaya kadar yerimde olaca\u011f\u0131m anla\u015f\u0131ls\u0131n diye.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
6 ay sonra k\u0131\u015fa do\u011fru ak\u015fam namaz\u0131n\u0131 da i\u015fyerinde k\u0131lmam gerekiyordu. Oda arkada\u015f\u0131ma art\u0131k yakla\u015f\u0131k birer saat arayla lavaboya gidiyorum diyordum. \u00d6\u011fle namaz\u0131 nerede diyebilirsiniz. \u00d6\u011fle namazlar\u0131n\u0131 da \u00f6\u011fle tatilinde i\u015fyerine yak\u0131n bir camide k\u0131l\u0131yordum. \u00d6\u011fle tatili oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in benim nerede oldu\u011fumu kimse sormayacakt\u0131. O y\u00fczden oda arkada\u015f\u0131ma bir \u015fey demem gerekmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir g\u00fcn arkada\u015f\u0131m, \u201crahats\u0131z m\u0131s\u0131n\u201d diye sordu. \u201cNiye ki\u201d diye cevaplad\u0131m. \u201cS\u0131k s\u0131k lavaboya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorsun da onun i\u00e7in sordum\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben gizli namaz k\u0131lm\u0131yordum. Ancak arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n da namaz k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bildi\u011fini san\u0131yordum. O k\u0131lm\u0131yordu ya da i\u015fyerinde k\u0131lm\u0131yordu. Beni ilgilendirmezdi. Ben de odadan hi\u00e7bir \u015fekilde namaza gidiyorum diye ayr\u0131lmazd\u0131m. Fakat 6 ay boyunca arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n namaza gitti\u011fimi bildi\u011fini san\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bundan 9 y\u0131l sonra Daire Ba\u015fkan\u0131m\u0131n \u201cbelki de k\u0131l\u0131yorsun da ben bilmiyorum\u201d dedi\u011fi g\u00fcn de ben namaz\u0131m\u0131 k\u0131l\u0131yordum ve \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ki Daire Ba\u015fkan\u0131m da namaz k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmiyormu\u015f.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Y\u0131l 2003. Daire Ba\u015fkan\u0131m yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Kar\u015f\u0131na oturdum ve anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cCemil Bey, Genel M\u00fcd\u00fcre bizi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131yoruz diye \u015fik\u00e2yet etmi\u015fler. Genel M\u00fcd\u00fcr beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Bunlar\u0131 s\u00f6yledikten sonra bir de namaz k\u0131lm\u0131yormu\u015fsunuz dedi\u2026\u201d Anla\u015f\u0131lan dertlenmi\u015fti. \u201cBen k\u0131lm\u0131yorum, sen\u2026\u201d \u00d6ylece kald\u0131. Devam\u0131n\u0131 getiremedi. Akl\u0131na gelmi\u015f gibi \u015f\u00f6yle devam etti: \u201cbelki de k\u0131l\u0131yorsun da ben bilmiyorum\u201d dedi. \u0130lk…
Devam\u0131<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-36","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cemil.yanofis.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cemil.yanofis.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cemil.yanofis.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cemil.yanofis.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cemil.yanofis.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=36"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.cemil.yanofis.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":37,"href":"https:\/\/www.cemil.yanofis.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36\/revisions\/37"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.cemil.yanofis.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=36"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cemil.yanofis.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=36"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.cemil.yanofis.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=36"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}